brattycashprincess

It took me a while to post this, but now you will be the envy of the rest of the boys. Here’s your assignment for all to see.

I am writing this, after my first cam session with Bratty Cash

Princess. I say first, because deep down I hope there will be more in

the future.

My current assignment is to describe how the BrattyCashPrincess

makes me “feel”. This is a difficult assignment indeed, because at the

same time I feel so many different emotions – I feel nervous and at the

same time comforted by your beauty, excited yet afraid, inferior and

insignificant yet honored and privileged to have your attention. I will

endeavour to explain how I felt at each stage of my contact with your

perfection.

I first stumbled upon your website while perusing toplists for

dominant, authoritative, commanding and demanding women.  Upon first

viewing your website, I was immediately intrigued by your introduction

video.  It showed such range from the authoritative flipping off and

commanding F— You, putting all losers – including myself in their

place, to the snickering smile and that sweet devilish laugh.  At that

moment Princess, I knew you were superior, superior to me obviously, but

also superior to the other greedy and dominant women whose webpages,

blogs and listings, I had been perusing for years.  I had never

purchased webcam time before and I did not know what to expect.  This

made me nervous and added to my feelings of inferiority.  I downloaded

Yahoo messenger this morning just for the privilege of seeing your

perfection on cam, even if only for one minute.  But somehow Princess,

you seemed to know I would not be able to limit myself to one minute of

your precious time.

When you commanded me to purchase more time, I admit that I was

torn.  Part of me wanted to just drop down to my knees and offer you

everything that you and I know you deserve.  However, the rest of brain

set off alarms.  Stop, I thought. This Princess is truly dangerous,

I thought.  But I wanted more, more of your beauty, more of your

confidence, more of your sheer greed and brattiness. Of course, I had

to purchase more time.  It was my duty as your inferior to give and

your right as my superior to take.  I thought, its only $50, for ten

minutes of perfection – truly, I am lucky to have this opportunity – I

should not squander it.  Additionally, the thought that I might someday

earn the privilege of hearing your voice went through my mind. I knew,

I must try to please you, it is what you you deserve.

The next ten minutes passed, as I stared longingly into

your eyes – hoping to see you happy, smiling and laughing, even a

mocking laugh and sinister smile exhibiting your superiority and control

over me. At that moment Princess, your happiness was my world – I

wanted to make you happy.  As those ten minutes expired you so gently

asked if I wanted to pay your utility bill, and you knowingly left no

doubt about my answer – of course I did.  Princess deserves obedience,

as your inferior I should be working hard to earn your trust and

attention. I did not even consider refusing your command.

When you asked me to pay another bill, somehow that feeling of

terror returned from before.  I still knew you were my superior and that

your superiority demands obedience.  However, the struggle resumed in

my mind.  Fear, reason, nervousness versus loyalty to perfection,

serving the ideal.  I felt that I should be serving you, however I also

knew at that moment that complete obedience would quickly send me to the

poorhouse.  This simply made me more afraid, what good would I be to you

if I were poor.  I would be nothing, I would never be able to get your

attention again.  I think I need to find a balance between feeding your

insatiable desires, as you so deserve – and keeping myself from doing so

too quickly leaving me broke and useless to either of us.

I am now writing because I desire to keep serving you, I know I must

improve myself so that I can serve better – perhaps looking for a new job.

I must now contemplate your birthday present – it will be difficult as

I know very little about you, other than that I am completely infatuated

with your beauty and confidence, your clear superiority, and your

willingness to use it to your advantage.  Any hints would be much

appreciated.

Thank You for the assignment, Princess – writing and thinking about

you has been both interesting and informative for me.